Monday, February 22, 2010

2.23.2010 -- One Year Ago Today

Well I am posting this tonight because tomorrow will be so hectic because when I get off of work me and a friend will be flying across town to Bible study. If you live in the Houston area you shoud REALLY consider going it is at Houston First Baptist at 6:30.

One year ago I sat on the edge of his hospital bed and we spoke for the last time. We have done EVERYTHING together since we were 17. We grew up together we knew everything about each other, we were best friends and partners we did everything as a team and we were together until the very end. I still cannot believe he is gone. Some people have mentioned moving on and although I know that he is gone and what we had will never be again I cannot even bring myself to remove my wedding ring. I am sure that one day the time will be right but for now I am not ready. As far as I am concerned I have moved on. I wake up every day and continue to live just like he would have wanted. This will have to work for now.

9 comments:

  1. Praying for you today.

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  2. Praying for you as you go through this milestone today. May God give you peace, comfort and may you be wrapped in His love today. You are doing a great job and don't worry about what people say. You are right where you need to be. Love, Prayers & Hugs

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  3. Thinking and praying for you today.

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  4. I have been following your journey this past year and have prayed for you as I read your blog. I will be praying for you and your family as you think back on the past year and all that the Lord has brought you through. May HE be your strength, comfort, rock, and joy as you continue this journey.
    A sister in Christ in Florida...Karyn

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  5. You are such a strong woman! Praying for you today.

    HUGS

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  6. Peace, love, comfort sent your way today. God is good. He has a perfect time for all things. Just rest in that. I personally don't know you, but as sisters in Christ I feel I do, and I am praying for you! Linda

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  7. I think that you are so strong and I definitely feel like you are doing what is best for you and your family!

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  8. Praying for you, my friend!

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  9. Praying for you today. I'm glad you get to see Beth tonight. I've been her to her studies before and she is amazing!
    You are not alone. : )

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